I feel useless because of my ADHD. I hope I don’t die.
I hope I’ll be able to work, so I don’t end up dead. It feels like my life is worthless.
I guess we aren’t really aware of how dangerous it is to be completely isolated, until we are.
The only thing that makes me happy is knowing that, even if I die, at least I was able to tell the world that it was my abusers’ fault.
They were the ones who gave me my life, I guess they might be the ones who will take it away from me.
I hope I don’t die. I don’t want to.