Some thoughts I wrote down cause my mind is blocked.
It’s so frustrating living a life where you can’t control your brain. I wish I could just be, and do the things I want. It’s depressing.
I’m tired and I’m sad, I wish I had someone to hold me. Living a life you hate is so exhausting.
I feel like shit but I don’t really know what I feel, cause my brain is blocking it. That usually happens when I feel shame about my feelings. I need to understand that I have the right to feel whatever the fuck I want.
I wish I had people around me. It’s so hard doing this on my own. I need support and help.
Some days I can’t do it on my own.