Letter to anyone (and to future self)

 

if i could say anything to someone, i would say:

i think i was raped

ive been mentally ill my whole life

i think i have add. i hope so, that way i could explain why my brain doesnt work.

it’s hard getting treatment here, for anything.

i know my family abused me, but my brain denies it every once in a while.

i’m 23, and my life so far has been pretty horrible.

i just want to be happy, for once.

i want to have people around me who believe me, and love me, and care about me.

 

my head is hell. and living is super hard.

for some people, living is really fucking hard.